My name is Renee I had eight years sober. On October 28 I picked up. I have always had faith in God and I know that nothing happens in God's world by mistake. For the past year I have been depressed and stressed due to life situations children's jobs finances so on and so forth. About a month ago I took a job driving for Uber and Lyft about one week prior to me picking up I could see me battling with my disease I would ask for God's strength to get me through it I told my husband what was going on. But I didn't want to quit my job because of finances if we lost my pay we were going to lose everything and basically that's where we're at now do to me picking up. By the grace of God I was brought home safe. Within the last year I'd lost my peace of mind and my serenity I have never lost faith in God but now I cannot work I need to focus on myself and getting better and not allowing this to happen again. But I'm having a hard time again accepting the finances I have always been on top of them and making sure they are taking care of and now I am powerless and I cannot do it. My husband is unable to pay for all the bills by himself and I don't know what to do. My children depend on me my family depends on me and I only depend on God to get me through this. I am not strong enough for everyone and I am feeling very humble we are going to lose everything and I feel like it's my fault because I was not strong enough please pray for me and my family we are going to lose our only car because we cannot afford the payments my husband only makes 1200 a month in between the house payment and a car payment that is 700 I don't know what we're going to do and I'm trying not to focus on it but unfortunately its life
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