Dear God, I want to say thank you for the life you have given me. I wanted to say I am a bit bitter lately with my life because of the hardships. Sorry for being impatient, sorry that I worry, sorry that I am having anxieties and couldn’t sleep at night. I am sorry that this is because of my doing. I am tired, I am lost. I don’t even know if in this lifetime that you let me borrow still has some happiness and peace for me. Please protect me with my own thoughts. Amen