God please guide me in your will. Whatever you want from me, please allow me to follow. I am so tired of fighting this battle. For almost 4 years I have fought for my marriage, for a healthy family and lifestyle, my husband had abandoned me and my kids. I am currently not working and I don’t have the means to survive alone. God please provide me with a job, you know my heart you know the goodness I have. Please help turn my husband’s heart around to realize he needs to stop drinking and change his ways to be a leader for our family. You are God of all Miracles, I know if it’s your will you will allow it. Even if it’s not your will for him to be here with us, please at least heal my heart and provide for me during this tragic time❤️
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Think about what kind of job you could get to and time frames that could help with also taking care of your children and go out and get it. Do it. If your adult ex husband (abandoned you and your children) left, so be it. Don't waste another minute on things you cannot control. You can control you and that will help your children and happiness. It's a choice. One life and you will do this and it WILL be okay. Find time to hug your kids every day, laugh and take care of each other with kindness. That's it. You can do it. Also, get help from social services, whatever they can offer. GO!
My husband , who I've been with for 20 yrs and married 15 of those with 2 kids fought with drugs and Alcohol for years. Don't stop praying , God hears your prayers. My husband has been sober from drugs and drinking. He has been sober from drinking for a lil over 4 years now. I pray that God fills you with u describable peace during this time. He is going to bring you out of this!