I am so so very sorry for such a sad loss of your dog, your loving and loved sweet dog....how fortunate he/she had your family to love him/her so very much. What a gift. Life is very beautiful and always temporary but this is why we appreciate it ....allow yourself to feel very sad...remember your sweet baby. Feel fortunate for this experience and love....

Depending on where you live, there are social programs that will help you...even put a pause on the mortage payments. Reach out to social services if you are in the US or look on line for mortgage relief. YOu can do this...in the meantime, you may find an even better opportunity. It will happen. Take anything for now and keep looking for the ideal.