I need serious prayer, I am feeling very resentful that I have a toddler. I didn't want another child. And this child is very hyperactive and requires alot of attention. All the time. My whole life has been turned upside down. I am having health issues I've never had before and I am anxiety ridden literally 24/7 I would take her to her dad but he made bad decisions that landed him in jail. He somehow went backwards and became a manchild and I can't trust him to be responsible with a child but I'm literally burned out and I feel like I'll never recover from this. I don't want to deal with this though. It's literally killing me and destroying my physical and mental health having this child around the way that they are. I'm going nuts with no help and nobody to give me a significant break.
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I give you kudos for having the strength to realize and acknowledge your need for some help. Since you are asking for prayers, I assume you have faith in Jesus. So ask for his guidance, ask He opens doors for you to find the help you need. Look to the Church Perhaps the pastor knows of someone that can give you a break, or a counselor that can help you learn to cope. Check with your local Health and Human Services dept. As difficult as this would be, perhaps consider adoption. That may sound drastic but would be better than allowing things to push you beyond the point of no return. Remember to pray, remember to listen. I will also lift you up in prayer. Good luck, and Godspeed