Still struggling with the inner turmoil of my thoughts...I need to find strength to get passed the sadness that lingers there so that I may find happiness. I pray with all my heart and soul that soon my luck will change and I can get what I need to make my family whole again, especially a place to live, I've been looking but no success yet. I need to have money to by food, and most of all just to survive, I'm tired of worrying about my finances and not having enough, I'm tired of working all the time and not being able to make ends meet or have enough to provide for my children who I need with me. I pray that my daughter's will understand one day how much I love them and the sacrifices I had to make. It tears me apart, I don't want to hurt anymore.