I am being treated for major depression with psychotic features. I was convinced I was evil and that God could never forgive all the mistakes I have made. But with treatment, including shock therapy and meds as well as counseling, I am getting better. I've promised God that I will tell my story to help others. And I'm realizing that I've been angry and felt guilty most of my life. It's time to forgive others and myself, and to let God make me clean and strong. Please don't hesitate to get help if you need it. God never meant for us to handle life or death alone. And please pray for my family!