Jean, you are not alone here! I have the same issue here too even though I brought out my kids well but now as adults, they are different and difficult to communicate with strong atheist influence. Please don't worry too much about them now. They will have to answer for their soul and you will have to answer for yourself too. You have a life to live now and be happy ok. Just enjoy your life with nature and God. Do pray for your kids as through prayer, miracles do happen but you should not be responsible for their actions anymore and suffer for their actions. God will surely have a plan for them as he did for you and your family. Remember, our lives are short, don't waste it on unworthy people.

We a all have to face our own demons and accept responsibility for our wrong ways. Our Lord Jesus clearly says to forgive and to pray for those who are hurting you. All of us are God's children and all of us have fallen short of his Commandments and his live and mercy. We can run away but we cannot hide away from his glare on our sins. When God asked Cain who shot his brother and killed him, he also answered God arrogantly instead of admitting his sins and repentance. That is why God's forgiveness and peace cannot cannot heal Cain from his sinful ways. So go down on your knees and ask for forgiveness for almost killing your husband in yr fit of anger for our time on earth is short and a heaven is miles away from the sinful soul. Pray the "Our Father" prayer always and you will know what I'm talking about. 🙏

Just go to your private corner or Chapel/ church. Close your eyes and pray to our God who is spirit and truth. Cleanse all your thoughts and forgive them and then place your needs before them and see what happens then.

We are all worthy in God's eyes

I'm having the same issue here and we have to move out in 2 months time from this house now. I'm sad too and lost!

I pray that the authorities will grant me my interim housing for I may not have a place to stay soon after my notice to vacate is given soon.