please pray for me, I feel so desperate and alone. I’ve always been someone who’s been able to work and if I ever needed anything, I picked up a second job or worked a lot of overtime. But I was born with something called spina bifida, it’s a birth effect to the spinal cord that causes nerve damage in paralysis. I was lucky, though it only affected the right side of my body from the waist down, but as I’ve gotten older, I’ve developed other spinal cord issues that are what they call progressive and degenerative. I am in terrible pain all the time. I had to stop working because my body just couldn’t do the type of job that I’ve done my whole life. I couldn’t do them anymore. i’ve been living on disability, which is living in poverty actually. I don’t know how to get out of this hole of not being able to afford food, not being able to pay all of my bills every month, how do I ever get my life back on track if my body is falling apart? I feel completely lost. Please pray for me if you can

I’m asking for your prayers in terms of my medical condition. I’ve had since birth being spina bifida. I have complications that have to be dealt with and they might end up being quite severe. I guess the hardest part is that the only one that really ever understood. My condition was my mother, and she was a nurse, and she never coddled me but She always knew how serious and how fragile my spine was. She still with me but she has Alzheimer’s and I feel selfish for missing her because she still here. But she’s also not here. So I’m just asking for peoples prayers and strength not only for myself, but for my mother, who deserves it more than anyone I’ve ever met in my life. Thank you.

I am feeling hopeless I am feeling hopeless, I’m terrified that the mistakes I made recently, even though I never meant to make them, somehow put me on a path to nothing less. No matter how hard I try to unite my family. No one is talking to one another. I’ve never felt more alone in my entire life. I return to God throughout my day to pray to him and beg him to give me strength to endure these hard times, I’ve come up financially with my health. Was born with something called spine method, and I developed many complications in adulthood, including scoliosis, spinal stenosis, and ankylosis spondylitis, and all three have caused debilitating pain in my everyday life, and I still try and fight because I want nothing more quality of life or I can be of service to others. My prayers.