Praying for you. Don't kill yourself. That's what the devil wants. Call your local churches and homeless shelters. If you can, buy a tent, get a $10 membership at Planet Fitness so you have a place to shower after a workout. You might not feel like working out but it helps you think better. Some homeless shelters take dogs and have programs to help you get on your feet. McDonald's is hiring everyday. Free meals I believe if you work there. Don't give up. Keep looking for another solution. Your life is not over. You can also write your story, online and submit it as an ebook to Amazon. That's passive, residual income. Hang in there sweetie. The best is yet to come.