I was in a toxic relationship and couldn't for the life of me to let go of this man and felt like i lost my soul at times i felt like giving up i felt like my prayers were not being answer i felt like i was in this world alone and i could not see the light at the end of the tunnel i did not want to talk or do anything with anyone i pushed the people who loved me away, i was in a dark hole. then i started to put my faith and trust more in god and really believe in his promises to me and how much he loves me that i really wasn't alone. once i did that, things started to change and my blessing started to pour out like a fountain of water. Cynthia we all have our story and i feel your pain. put all your trust in God he will bless in ways you could never imagine. sending my prayers to you. Jeovanni