.. God help me,

.. i am sad and i dont want them to notice it, pls help me to be the kind of child you want me to be, give me patience,strength and wisdom to face everything , help me on my studies, and comfort me and my family, i KNow my dad is wid you already, pls tell him that i love him and miss him so much , God, you are the only person who will love me no matter how imperfect i am.. one more thing, God pls take care of him, and make him safe always, you know who he is, i know i cant have him so God pls let him be happy, i love you bro. amen.