All we have is God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.. all we can do is pray and trust in Him, whatever your will is Father may it be. We pray for this daughter of yours. That you heal her in the name of Jesus Amen.

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6. I know its hard to understand at times. Waiting on our Heavenly Father isn’t always easy. But much patience is required. Prayer, Holy Spirit for guidance, He is our guide and teacher. I used to struggle with everything to, but as I've studied and learn that i don't need to i just need to move over and let God drive the car and not be a back seat driver, trust believe and have great faith that in time God will bring me out of this desert. Our daily task is seek Him first deny ourselves pick up our cross and follow Him.. and be obedient. Take one day at a time seek God everyday ask the Holy Spirit to guide.. sending love.

I just want to confirm what you said we’re not alone never, but the devil just wants to make us believe we are. Asking for the Holy Spirit to help you will eventually changed those feelings. I know because I went through so much. Building a personal relationship with God the Father Jesus and the Holy Spirit Will start to fill all the empty spaces.
As the Holy Spirit fills you up every day. Ask for him to fill you up daily. Spend time with Jesus everyday. Pray, study, read.. the changes will come. Sending love.

Short story and grew up a Jehovah witness but we lived a double life so throughout my whole life I was in an out of the church and then five years ago my mom passed away but before that she was sick and I was taking care of it so I couldn’t always get to church all the time so the Bible teacher I had basically tell me to the curb and told me she couldn’t deal with me I was devastated I had nobody no man no husband no boyfriend. I felt really lost just like You do. So I sat at home for eight months trying to figure it out. I was confused didnt understand as I search On line for answers and finding out about the JW religion was not what i thought. I was devastated.. I found this one man who is talking about sucking on YouTube and I asked him something I don’t remember but he told me this in my living room by myself I could tell God that I except Jesus into my life and that I believe that he died for me on the cross And was resin up to heaven three days later. And he promised me the guy would answer me and he did the lady that lived upstairs for me one day when I was going to put the garbage out asked me did I want to go to church with her and my heart just jumped and I said yes I’ve been at this church for three years now I got saved and I was completely happy. I’d say about a year after I joined there were some things that I didn’t understand because I want to completely explain it to me I thought it was up to the church to teach me and it is somewhat the gods word says that the Holy Spirit is our guide and our teacher so my self and my older daughter we started searching and reading Gods Word daily. We didn’t really understand at first but little by little still attending church on Sunday Wednesday night Bible study we started to understand I had asked God should I leave the church he told me now take your daughter and go right back to church we don’t go to church to get approval from everybody at church we go to church to spend time with God and the people at church are brothers and sisters no matter what their attitudes are is they say hello or they don’t with your whole heart you go you please God and you say hello with a warm heart to everybody God’s word also says for us to move over and let God drive the car we as carnal people have the Tendency to keep trying to drive our own car. I thought my whole life I needed to have a man I’ve been single for five years I’m older and 61 I has three marriages a few boyfriends and they all were disasters I told God I was tired of it I’m good the only man I need is God and when people ask me I know tell them I married to LORD. Isaiah 41:10. Became my scripture. Please read it. Keep it. Read it when you feel alone. God is there with you always be patient go back to church. I go to a Christian non denomination fellowship. Sending much love to you. From one sister to another. My prayer for you. Heavenly father I approached you this morning praying for this sister who is in great need of understanding of your love and your direction so far that I ask that you step in and take over and drive the car for her help her to understand father show her the way Holy Spirit guide her and teach her and comfort her in Jesus name I pray amen be well my sister, Love Ms. Corona