Let me say this to you, even in our darkest hour Jesus is with you. He will never leave you je is always there and you're never along. He hears ever prayer and sees every tear that falls from your eyes. Put you on some of you favored praise music and get along with him. Cry it out talk to him as you would your best friend and tell him how you feel. I promise he will heal your broken heart and fill that hole within it. He said he is never too far for you all you have you do is ask and he is there always...I've prayed for you because I know what you are going through I myself was at that end once but thank God for his love and loving so much even at my lowest his love is not like any other love so let him fill you with all his love and overflow right in the sweet name of Jesus. This I pray for you today and always and he will show you the way the true way of his walk in him there is no other. I'm here if you need to pray with you or just listen. Love in Christ your sister