Well this is hard for me to put in words but here goes, I lost my daughter at 28yrs of age because she took her own life. This was beyond a shock for me as there was no signs of her being depressed. I was left with all the unanswered questions and the biggest one was why? Though days, weeks , months, years, have gone by and praying for God's grace that He took her home , I miss her everyday.. I had to put my trust in God that He would ease my pain of loss and feel at peace that my daughter is with our Lord now. See I lost my husband to cancer just 9yrs earlier and my daughter was my rock along with our 4 other children.. In times of despair , and loneliness , and fear , I always turn to the Lord by just talking to him and He never leaves us but somehow I feel a sense of peace and knowing I will see my daughter one day when it is my time to leave this world. In the meantime I remember our time we had together and keep her memory alive.. My daughter had 3 children of her own who are now with the father and I hold onto them with so much love.. So be there for your family and always look up because God is there and he loves to hear from us.. God Bless you all..