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Becki
Becki Garner
Becki
Becki Garner
Feb 11, 2014

Prayer Request

I've been through so much in my life and at times it seems it doesn't get better ,but worse. Even in the raging storms that fight against me, I always believe in God's power and love, but perhaps I'm not feeling I deserve it enough or maybe being punished or taught painful lessons after painful lessons, I don't know! I just really need some good times that won't rob me of all my joy and snuff my light out. Because lately I feel so helpless and fearful and can't trust anyone! It's a terrible feeling and horrible place to be! I just lost my dad this past October after re-bonding from a very broken and disturbed child hood and it felt so good to really get to know him and be with him, only for him to be taken from me a year after this wonderful father daughter relationship has formed. For the first time in my life I could say I got to know my dad. I just turned 39 when this happened and he went to see Jesus right after I turned 40. Time goes by so fast and you never know what tomorrow brings! I'm very grateful for the year we had and I know I will see him again one day, I just need prayer for everything, peace love joy, forgiveness and being able to trust people again...I've been wronged by many and haven't really had the ability to choose men wisely which gets me in the worse situations of abuse and broken inside. I haven't had good counseling either on a consistent basis, and I know God is the greatest counselor, but please just pray for me and I will be so grateful. Thanks and have a blessed day!

Broken hearted

Becki
Becki Garner
Feb 11, 2014

Prayer Request

I've been through so much in my life and at times it seems it doesn't get better ,but worse. Even in the raging storms that fight against me, I always believe in God's power and love, but perhaps I'm not feeling I deserve it enough or maybe being punished or taught painful lessons after painful lessons, I don't know! I just really need some good times that won't rob me of all my joy and snuff my light out. Because lately I feel so helpless and fearful and can't trust anyone! It's a terrible feeling and horrible place to be! I just lost my dad this past October after re-bonding from a very broken and disturbed child hood and it felt so good to really get to know him and be with him, only for him to be taken from me a year after this wonderful father daughter relationship has formed. For the first time in my life I could say I got to know my dad. I just turned 39 when this happened and he went to see Jesus right after I turned 40. Time goes by so fast and you never know what tomorrow brings! I'm very grateful for the year we had and I know I will see him again one day, I just need prayer for everything, peace love joy, forgiveness and being able to trust people again...I've been wronged by many and haven't really had the ability to choose men wisely which gets me in the worse situations of abuse and broken inside. I haven't had good counseling either on a consistent basis, and I know God is the greatest counselor, but please just pray for me and I will be so grateful. Thanks and have a blessed day!

anonymous