I am truly in need of prayer.. In September I left my boyfriend (father of my 2 kids) we had been together 19 years. We still communicate due to the kids and we said we would remain friends. In 2003 I had found out he had a child while we were together...she was here on vacation and he met her at a party she was form Indiana he never saw the child and her mother was high on cocaine and drunk driving in the snow and hit a tree killing her daughter (age 5) and hurting herself pretty bad there was also a friend of her daughter in the car also with minor injury. I forgave him for this ( God tells us to forgive so I did). In 2009 my Dad got sick in Feb. and they said he had a treatable leukemia in June of 2009 I lost my stepdaughter Kimber (15 years old) in another tragic car accident this one really hit me she was like my real daughter her real mother was in prison for strong armed robbery. Kimber lived with her Grandmother she would come over on the weekends. When here mom got out of prison she did not want to live with her she wanted to live with us. We were moving and told her once we settled in she could come. The night before the accident her dad had gave her aunt the new number to get in touch with us she died in the next day. In July 2009 I was diagnosed with cervical cancer (HPV)this is STD he gave this to me!!!!! I had to undergo chemo & radiation treatment not one did he take me to I had to depend on my mom and dad to help me cause I could not drive. I was in and out of the hospital he came to see me once and stayed about 10 minutes. Thankfully it is gone.. after this I now have nerve damage I take a ton of medication including 45mg a day. He likes to party he does cocaine and drinks like a fish. Every Friday night he had his favorite bar to go to since I could not drink he would go out 2am I had people I did not even know (yes this happen during my treatments too) They would come back to my house with more beer and party till the sun came up sometimes longer. I found out he had given my son who was 17 some cocaine when my daughter and I went to Virginia to see my aunt. (they had a party then of course). Now my son on top of mental issues is drinking and doing all kinds of drugs he OD one weekend. It didn't scare him he we right back too it....and is still on the road to destruction. My daughter (16) is my angel we both take anxiety meds to. I just want you to pray for my son, daughter and I to find peace. I also am very lonely and would love to find my soulmate. Please pray for us I ask this in Jesus name. Thank you.
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