Why does God hate me?

I pray All Devotion would develop an app for Android.

I was called stupid at young age, by a family member. I was bullied all through school and then at home, too. I have developed such an inner hatred for myself and don't believe I am loved. I feel like the most hated person in the world. Please pray for me.

Please pray that my mother & father receive salvation and that a cure for cancer has been established.

I haven't seen my father in 25 years and he barely even acknowledges me, as well as my mother. I'm asking in desperation that God will soften their hearts to love me and be reconciled. I love them,but they don't love me. I was a drug addict for 12 years and God delivered me in 2012. They are embarrassed by me even though I am a changed woman yet I suffer with love deprivation. It hurts!