I haven't seen my father in 25 years and he barely even acknowledges me, as well as my mother. I'm asking in desperation that God will soften their hearts to love me and be reconciled. I love them,but they don't love me. I was a drug addict for 12 years and God delivered me in 2012. They are embarrassed by me even though I am a changed woman yet I suffer with love deprivation. It hurts!