lately I've come under a major spiritual war...my finances, and home situation aren't in a good place right now.

I was diagnosed with m.s. four or five years ago.I went back to work knowing it could flair up.well about a week ago it did.now I can hardly walk my ballance has gotton so bad.I believe I still have things to get done.but my faith is realy taking a beating this time. the anger I'm feeling is eating me up. I'm getting mad at God. I know I'm not sopost to. But my life has been a struggle. I'm tierd of the fight and I'm ready to go home. God help me.