Last year I began to find myself reading my scriptures more and taking the time to study. I would go into my office in the early morning after dropping my grandchildren off at school and I found that if I missed my day would no go so well. We were fighting for custody of our grandsons and dealing with my husbands illness. My job was not going well due to having to take off and things seemed to go downhill. I found myself dealing with people who did not like the fact I studied in my free time and the anxiety just built up. Then before the end of the year, my boss decided to retire, and I had a short window to find new employment. I remember praying and the one name that came to was the first person and place I called. He took me right on for work. The other thing I began to do earnestly is pay tithing. The new year came and here I am telling you, no matter how bad things seem, God has you in his hands. Our cabinets have not been empty, a roof is over our heads and we are clothed. He closed the door on 2018 and I am not looking back other than to say, Have Faith, Read your Scriptures, Pray and Find a Church of people who are supportive and care. No things are not 100% perfect, but I am happier, more relaxed, and I do my studies daily. I share with my grandsons and husband, and I feel the Lords presence. We have custody of our grandsons and they are happy now, and the youngest was baptized and I hear him singing, and I see them smiling. God has this. Just learn to Follow Christ and Let him in.
I pray all who feel lost will find their way, and those who need to know, open your heart, and your scriptures.
Blessings to All!