God, forgive me for I have been sinned... I always have trouble with relationships, sometimes I feel like people are much different than me. And I don't know why I feel like I can never really find someone that can meet my expectations. Or its me meeting their expectations. I feel that I always have a hard time being in a relationships, and everytime I fix the problems, I never really get anything good in return. I really need help right now God if you can hear me. I always try my best to only to rely on myself ususally in these kinds of situations. But everyday it becomes more difficult about how I wake up everyday asking myself "Why am I still here?" I try to know the purpose why I'm still here, but its so difficult for me. So please help me god, or whoever can help me, I need help... Amen