I am in so much anxious situation right now that i dont know what to do to calm myself..i am an expat currently in saudi arabia working as a physiotherapists in a goverment hospital.My problem is that my contract will end in november and there is no chance for another renewal because of saudization.The good thing is we are allowed by the current agency handling us to apply directly and we dont need to go home to reapply which is more problematic because of the cost and the wait.I decided to take a chance and apply in another much smaller center which have a really nice salary offer and other benefits.They called me for an interview and i passed.That was the easiest part i guess.So i embarked now on resigning and processing my papers.Now the real problem are this i was given a month to process my paper all in all which is enough time but i forgot to include that haj holiday is coming and most saudis are going for vacation and even a single signature took me 3 days just to be signed.They have no concept of time and the more i try to hurry up it seems the more they try to be slow.Im always about to burst crying everytime.everyday frustration and to top it all some corrupt employee of the agency is asking me bigger money for the release.I always believe that prayer is more powerful; is a lot of people are praying for you.I feel helpless,deep breathing is not enough.I got only a week before haj vacation and if i dont finish some few signature by before the end of this week.I have to resume back when they return which is 2 weeks and thats the end of my deadline.Some of you may ask that why the center im applying to put so much pressure in hurrying me up.Well it is because it is the last remaining slot and they are in need of staff in a hurry.If i dont finish by the said time they can get another one without so much as a hassle.This may sound like not so much big of a deal for some but the prospect of losing it and going home without any money put me in so much fear.Im the only provider in my family.I feel like crying now,i feel alone,no one to talk to.I cant sleep,i cant eat.I guess i really dont know how to handle pressure and stress.Im asking for your help in prayer that may God grant me my wish,to protect me from malicious people who are out to take advantage of me.Help me pray that this week i finish all the necessary smoothly.Help me pray for out lord savior for providing me the necessary strength and courage to face it all up to the end.Thank you in advance for the all the beautiful souls who would help pray in my behalf even though this is not the biggest problem in the world.I prayed also for people who are suffering now ,for the endlesws violence in the world to end,for the hungry,for the weak,for the old,for the sick.In jesus name.Amen
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