I hope this finds you, get supportive docs from GP, Obgyn and a chiropractor to support your issue and they should cover it. It did mine. I prayer for the relief from this particular burden you carry and healthy afterwards

Sending prayers up to St Anthony of Lost things. He has rarely been unable to find what is possible to find. Have faith, and gratitude for Help and appreciate for your blessings....and slowly look around, each sheet, under anything. Panic makes us overlook many things.

Amen! Focus on all the big and small things you are grateful and blessed to have (make a list even, possibly running water, warm house, a meal, a friend, your organs), and trust/project that God and the Universe will provide what you need. That will open you to his blessings! It has gotten me through many hard times and my unemployment.

Amen. Perhaps focus on crossing the bridge by focusing on yourself and going forward on what "feels" positive and right and leave the Bridge for God to decide.

Keep breathing. Realize that until this moment you've survived your worst days even if it wasn't always the best outcome you're still here and trust you will survive this too. Keep moving forward and find some quiet to listen and you may finally sense what to do next. Fear & Panic will only block you. You ARE & WILL be ok - allow yourself to be open to God's & the Universe help.