Start with counseling for yourself and as time go on include your husband in the sessions. Start by saying I’m Sorry you’ve to Learn to Humble yourself. Hoping the best for you and Husband. If you’re a Believer than don’t kill yourself thats from the Pit of hell. For real!!!!!

If you do The Lord has something better for you. Believe. I can say in 2014 I lost everything. My Husband of 30 years one of my older died fell at work my short term long term didn’t pay me nothing. Evetict from my apartment suffer hunger all in one year. I really hate the year 2014. Asking for Prayers to be delivered from that. I just got an apartment and moved December 16th. 2019. So we know Our Father has us in the Palm of his Hands Hold On. Will Be Praying That God will if it’s Will not to Lose your Home. God Bless!!