This is for anyone who wants to pray about it....I struggle with my family, I do not like them or like to be around them, and I am worn out with them, they are hateful, hurting, downsiding, not nice, not loving, not easy to understand, group that I have cried over, have struggled with other relationships with people because I am so scared from their disrespect, the way they view me and treat me,I stay by myself most of the time, because the scars are so sever I have a hard time with love and trust. I know that Jesus is nothing but love and his spirit lives within me, so I pray about my family all the time, I feel like I must move on and leave them behind me to accomplish my goals in life, and want to serve the greater good in this world spreading the gospel, I am afflicted and is not perfect, but I know that I deserve to have loving reatalionships in my life, but when I am near any of my family members I close myself and put up walls. I need prayer so much....