Lord,

Help me to be a better person to be a better wife.
I might be unfair, or being toxic...
I was always asking for his time..
Teach me not to care, to be it is what it is...

Please lead me the way.. Where I should be, what should act.. Or never to feel anything at all...
I feel so dumb, I feel neglected or am I just selfish.. Unreasonable.. Please Lord enlighten me.