Prayer for help healing this Awefull traumatized life if me

I’m fed up with all this nonsense trying to make appointments at AIWF
Try ores if my life frustrated with everything
I have no Patience never had any

I fed up with everything Work life mental health bills I’m in a big hole and live in hell all negative attacks me daily
Just got rid of AIWF exhausted trying to heal no luck there

Please pray for me I needs funds and mental health and friends I have none no one comes to see me or spend time e with me
I hate public places I hate being around people