Dear Lord, please help me to be with loved ones all year round and especially Christmas time and that they don’t blame me for the past when I done nothing wrong. As at the moment I feel like having suicidal thoughts even though I don’t want to. I want to be part of my family life as I loves them, cares about them and wants to be loved all the time. I don’t want to be isolated and alone. Thankyou and in Jesus Christ name, amen 🙏