I’m going through a big change in my life , I’ve been divorced for 3 years from a mental abusive man that I can’t seem to get outta my heart along with my mom ,dad & brother passing away in last 5 last one after the other so now I’m alone with my lil doggie but I am seeing a therapist & making a little progress just should’ve been seeing her long time ago like I should’ve got away from the abusive ex & I still cry just to think about him & I should hate him & do in away, he is 100% narcissist, pervert, has never been faithful & I could feel it in my gut but ignored it til the mental abuse got too unbareable & I’m scarred for life but I need all prayers I can get for the good lord to take this hurt away!! How do you still cry & think about someone like that?? Im trying lord to understand & I want peace & my faith back, I will always have faith in God, I’ve seen Soo much he has done for my family & friends, just the little things that alot ppl probably miss but I do believe sooo much so pray I can be restored!! Thanks