Lord I need help and guidance. I received some unfortunate and upsetting financial news and I will be unable to pay my rent or my health insurance next month. I haven't been able to take care of myself because I'm taking care of everyone else but I am hurting physically due to my disabilities getting worse and my anxiety and depression has been awful. I haven't been able to find a job that I can do. I'm losing faith and worried I will be homeless and have no care for my physical pain. I am exhausted and contemplating suicide.