I haven't written here much lately. I'm a lot more grateful today than I have been in a long time. I am facing a legal matter I have run from for years Monday. I'm not as scared I imagined although some what anxious. God has shown me a lot over the last few years, enough to trust him and face this thing, enough to know he's always with me and protects and provides and heals my heart. I believe he protects me from me and that no harm could come to me unless it goes by Him and if He allows it then it results in pruning/growth for me.. I still struggle with making time to read my word and the patience to learn to sit in his presence out.