Prayers in need of letting go. Trauma has followed me from a relationship over a year ago. I feel as tho I’m not good enough. Or my worth is worthless. My heart has grown weak &’ my thoughts are unforgiving. I doubt gods plan for me, for it’s caused me so much loss with such closure and little of an explanation. I know what’s required of me, it’s the most cruel thing of all. Letting go when still in love. I feel as though my feelings don’t matter. I’ve been pushed to the edge &’ slowly I’ve begun to fall off. I’m broken &’ my reputation of love has been destroyed. I need healing &’ enough courage to continue on but everything seems too far gone. I need saving &’ guidance to make it. All though I can put these words into prayer myself, I feel alone &’ don’t have the courage to do so. The enemy holds my mouth shut &’ my heart can only cry out for itself. I feel as tho there’s no hand for me to reach out to. Nor do I see a future for myself. I didn’t plan on going on any longer, but I feel a little support will get me through a few more nights.