Lord please help me with my addiction, help me with the strength I need to stay clean. It’s a struggle everyday but I have to continue to get back to my life I once had. I just put in for a job and I’m praying that I get it. Life has been very hard for me I lost my fiancé on nov 7th and ended up not passing my first semester of respiratory school due to everything I had to deal with with the funeral and all. I feel very defeated but I’m trying lord but I need your strength!