Please pray that God would end the trial I'm going through. I am tired of hiding this, I'm ashamed, I've been judged enough in life to know to be vulnerable is to get hurt. I can't do this myself and I can't keep going. Please pray God would reach out and rescue me. He knows I won't reach out. I want to, but I won't. Please pray for me that this gets better. This burden and everything else is too much for me. God knows I never turned anyone away in their trouble, though it has always happened to me so I'm afraid to reach out anymore. Please pray God would rescue me or intervene in my life or give me a feeling that I deserve to get help.