My ideas aren't God's i know this. My idea is to find a retreat a place somewhere close to nature that teaches the word of God. Where i can find nurture and peace and serenity and cultivate my gifts and fruits. That sounds good on so many levels. I am getting the (or at least I think I am) message that isn't his plan for me. And I was almost certain he wanted me to go to school. I am back to square one. I dont know how to prepare for the future. I need some direction or insight. On a general direction. Please pray for God to reveal to me what his will is. Thanks.