I just started a new job and I am having a hard time integrating into normal life. I am new to a lot of this. I spent most of my life playing and now I have to grow up fast. I am working at a psychiatric hospital. I know I will have a lot of opportunity to do good here but during training I keep getting distracted by a beautiful girl . I dont want to make everything about me but I catch myself doing it. I dont know how to handle this kind of stuff. I'm new in recovery and I want to honor God in every way, and when I do meet someone I plan on doing everything by the book. But how do I turn off that desire or am I supposed? I know this isn't therapy here so I guess I'm just asking you guys to pray for me. For God to give me wisdom and confidence and freedom from needing validation from people. And rev John if your here tonight man a prophetic word would be a blessing. I appreciate the time and effort you put in here brother. You've encouraged and helped me a lot. I am grateful. Thanks everyone else too and thank you God.