I'm not sure how to do it anymore, I am depressed, my son is going off to college, my sister who is 24 is also leaving to go to Med School, I am having a hard time with all the changes in my life, our (husband and myself) relationship is strained with his family, My mother has chronic pain which isn't be treated, her life is miserable, I want to be the mom my kids deserve yet I feel angry and worn out all the time, I just want to shut myself in a closet somewhere and hide away from the world. I'm sick of fighting the depression anxiety illness that is causing my inability to work. Please guys pray for me.