God, I need you now! I want the Life I've been hoping for!
Please help me be in PEACE with myself. I need to leave my hurtful past ; the pain I suffered, rejections and disappointments and losing my parents.
I never want to think about how much I wish they are still alive.I never want to lose myself but the everyday's struggles I have to go through just made me think WHY am I still here?
I am not ready to leave this world yet, neither do I want to live in regrets and sadness and frustrations every single day of it!!
Please God, take all these away from me. Take all the unhappiness and negativities away.