Please pray for me as I battle with internal feelings of bitterness towards my ex-wife and others. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately, and God has spoken to me. But I don't want to do what He's asking me to do. And what makes it extremely difficult is that I still have feelings for my ex-wife, but I know if I were to express these feelings, it would get me no where and just further build upon the hurt that I still feel.
I need prayers to help me forgive. I have been praying so diligently that God would work in my heart. I have been given the ability to pray for her even though sometimes I don't want to. I have been able to pray for others as well, even though I don't want to. Forgiveness is my struggle. I could use your prayers. Thank you.