My high school sweetheart passed away on the 20th due to an accident he was only 24 years old. I had his promise ring and everything. I'm having a very hard time coping with this loss and have been spending a great amount of time with his family. I have recently set up a living will for myself should anything happen, I don't want to be recessitated and would rather go on to the next life and rejoin him as well as my biological father who died at age 29 consiquently to the same circumstances. I have also made a choice for myself to remain celibate. Any words of advice and or prayers at this time would be greatly appreciated. I miss him and love him more than words can express.