Well, I appreciate everyone's prayers, but it is no longer necessary. My (ex) wife told me where she stands and told me to move on with my life. There is no hope for us getting back together.

I have fought so hard that I have worn myself out emotionally. I put my faith in God to save this marriage, because He is the only one who could've done it. He chose not to...

Please pray for my faith. I am very bitter with God right now, and I just don't understand what is wrong with me loving my (ex)wife? I don't understand what is so wrong with me telling her she is beautiful. I guess, God didn't want it to be. And I'm not happy with His decision.