Dear God, please give me a peace of mind and heal a heart that's broken and aching. Please lend me your ear so you may listen to my heart of what it's feeling, as I too am totally confused of what I really feel, that deep seated feeling that's seem to bring me down to a dark place where I can only hear myself crying, and self-pitying. I don't want to lose sight of the gifts you've given me but I'm slowly fading to this deep seated place, where there's anger, hatred, and all hurt feelings, and what is only left of me is the hope that someday everything will be resolved by YOU. I'm giving my full trust that your the only one who could help me, without it, its as if all my life has ended, or else I'll become bitter. I am, and slowly it occurs to me that I'm becoming bitter, and I don't want that to happen, please pull me away from all that negativism. and please. PLEASE help me what to do with someone I find that I'm still fascinated with,with an unknown reason why I have this unimaginable heights of affections for that person, show me what to do, whisper me the right words and teach me the right actions. I feel like I'm beginning to be hopelessly frustrated with all my heart's desire. You know my heart, and you know it by heart, help me lord, I can't do this alone.