I know that i have faced a lot of storms within my life , by this time i'm almost in the point of loosing hope...may god heal my broken heart and and show me the way to be at peace,oh lord keep me within your love and let me leave in a happy peaceful life...give me more strength to hold on,as i know that there were times that i'm almost giving up in everthing,,, so many troubles and so many heartaches i have been through , by this time im into financial problems as well and i dont know if my decision is right to leave this place and move on to another place to forget everthing and start a new life...how i wish lord that by this time you show me the real hapiness and peace i have been longing for in my whole life...there were no days that i dont cry though i try to divert into many other things still time comes that tears kept falling down into my eyes and im so easily rattled that i felt so fearful and dont know what to do at all.I have sleepless nights and so much down.how i wish i will be fine and will never felt this way again.