I have marital problems, my husband really messed up, not for the first time, but he wants to come home to my children and me. I am really confused, I am hurting, I am angry. I have surgery coming up in just over a week, so... more of all of the above. I am trying to stayed "prayed up" as my preacher says, but I'm battling. This has been the hardest, roughest year of my life, and I'm just wore out. Please God help me!!!!