My wonderful God, thank you for the life you have given to me. I know I take it for granted sometimes, but I am in a deep depression. Lord, please help me find my way out of this sadness. I am in love with someone who is 3000 miles away, and we were happy at one time, after we lost our baby, we didn't get pregnant, and that's when I went into this depression. I love him with all my heart. I am turning my life over to you, you know what is best for me. As much as it hurts, I can't keep putting myself into this " maybe he will change his mind" I am not stupid, when you love someone, you do anything to be with them. Lord please give me the strength to LIVE again. And to forget about him. I deserve the best in life, I'm not perfect by anyway, but I think I am a wonderful person, (most of the time). Lord, just please watch over me, and what ever you have in store for me, I know it will be the right thing, even if its not what I want to hear. In Jesus name I pray, AMEN