Dear God,

Lord God, i cringe at the word "love" my heart has been broken and all this time i've been doing nothing but sulk and whine about what i want to happen, how i want her back in my life, well Lord God, help me realize that it is not me who makes the choices, but you.

If you will grant me the privilege to even so much as get a second chance with her, but if you choose a different path for me, then your will be done, just as it always has, and forever will.

Lord God, sedate my heart, break it from what breaks yours and keep me in your love ,so i may love again too

Amen