please, pray for me in my struggle to continue holding control over my emotions. I'm not a strong person, i will admit that, and all this time God has given me the grace to make it through life, but with all that has been happening, my heart is at war with it's self, i'm turning into what i prayed would never happen to me, but it is...please, i need this to atone for my sins and make right what i've made wrong, i'm just a young kid and this kind of drama is too much for me, God....i just want to be TRULY happy again