Please say a prayer for me. I have 3 grandchildren, I see my grandson every day. My 2 grand daughter's I do not. They do not know I exist. I have one son who wishes I was dead because I will not throw out his brother(who is addicted to drugs). I do NOT know what to do.....I am so tired...I am so tired of crying...Wishing my Mom was here, my Lady of wisdom, my Rock, she left me 3 years ago, it is hitting me so hard NOW....I take care of my Dad now as I took care of my Mom, but it is harder, wish my brother was here to help, he was murdered 37 years ago this coming September 25th. He would Hvae been 59 on August 21st. I know God does not give us more than we can handle, but I am so un-happy, I am so tired. Please pray for me, to able to handle all that I must. I love you God and your Son Jesus. Please hear me, please help me. I am gettng older and do NOT want to leave my house, I leave to take care of my Dad, thats is. Please, Please Help me. Thank-You & God Bless