I ask for strength, this is the first holiday season i have been without my kids. I am getting a divorce..has been a lengthy process. After i decided t get a divorce i met up with a woman i have known since our teens...over 25 yrs. I put my trust into her, i believed in something. That is gone now, i pray that i might find God again, i feel he left with her...i dont feel anything good inside anymore. I pray for Gods help